Dear readers of Mission Saint Germain
The following is a personal account and a particular person who helped shape my way. We all have people who come into your life, the life history and impact of learning experiences and our understanding. We would be happy if I know, even a few. I found that is not the "perfect" examples, which are often the opposite, but rather those of the transcendent and the struggles that we all experience. Sometimes you come to learntaught life as a "grandfather," he ... depending on where you sit in the medicine wheel. I thought it will be useful to one of the tales of his grandfather, who were always a guide to life for themselves. After that I have with my personal account of inspiration and a lesson I learned from this episode "Uncle Mike". Hope to see you, spirit taught us all the many manifestations of beauty and mystery of life unfolds. Go to the sense of good vision. RH
.......... TwoThings happen for a man when he finds himself looking even in the large pond and none of them is telling the truth. A brave young man is surprised mirror image, its shape and strong like a beautiful silhouette with the mother cuts the sky behind it. Should be happy, but he is not, for which he yearns for the things that can only bring wisdom and many winters.
My uncle is also the dissatisfaction, but for different reasons. He has installed many horses, but privately complains old .... wonders whetherindicated in the footsteps of the great lawn.
Hah !..... this is the funny thing with the two bipeds. "We are never happy!" The boys are also interested in pursuing life only to find the time to review it before the water as well as the uncle of state.
trust is not always what we should, especially of himself. We would like to crow birds strong. You think you see who is shining in the water, but you should learn to see themselves as the Great Spirit ago. He was not surprisedonly, you have many great and strange things I have known.
What is important is that if once known for the vision of a post is a place to wait before the Creator. It 's different from the great mystery that is life and the lives of not only what a person sees him looking at the water.
You should think of our good friend, is the mirror at the bottom of the Joker, the swindler ..... You are trying to deceive us, but so that we can learn. If we thought of his manner, there areus a piece of vision, both for good and a man with crooked teeth smiles.
I tell you, live your way as you want, but learn how a man watching from behind the water, he thinks a true story gets. The true story of the need for a man who helps him in the long journey. Others may grow a little 'and made it a lot bigger than what we can. The road less one who points the direction for education? You can not see the good things you've dreamed of for others to grow insoil, but because you do not live in this area is not?
It 's a good thing to live in balance itself, sometimes you will fail and it is not so important. Learn to hope you like the spirit and the great mystery that guides all life ,...... things that fly, poles, four two-legged, even the rocks and you'll understand. They decide to learn it, or you sit here and wait. Nothing will change the way they are. You can always returnthe pond and take your chances with the fraudsters.
........ Grandfather looks at learning from the water.
In some traditions, his uncle, the beloved, and the learned one.
Can we get something in the old way into oblivion, but the Indians knew all of life were your relationships. In this sense, perhaps you can understand, I traveled with my heart with Uncle Mike, sometimes together, "El Heff" or, as the families of La Manga, in Mexico who knew him as "El Renegado.To me he is Heff. Some Hispanics are not too serious with a sense of themselves or their culture in relation to each other as "my cousin" or my "uncle", irrespective of whether or not a biological tie. This is a '"ownership" of love in love. We used to say, it does not matter, "somewhere along the line we are
Related though. For me and Uncle Mike, it's always been like that. Michael Hager, "el Heff," what, if anything and everything was always in love. MichaelHager could despite the inconsistencies, his greed for life, and spoke to a deeper level, loving man, honest as the grandfather said and luminary of the life and times to be the king of hyperbole.
It is not just right, the story of another to tell their experience incomplete or temporarily isolated, but knowing Mike, if the expression was Michael Hager, the fabric and wallpaper colorful mosaic of life. The rollback in reflection andLearn how we can do to re-call, the ole "Rope de Dope", wax, and look back on things and people, and yet with a perspective of the present. Uncle Mike is not. The tale of the tape takes me hitchhiking along Highway 1 in Pacifica, with a Safeway bag with clothes and a couple of ideas and hopes for life in the city (San Francisco)
Michael had (I think) a job in the city and the underground world of TV and video marketing with a company called Astronics obtain the productionand marketing director. He made $ 60,000 a year at a time (1978), if it is really a lot of money. He had the disposable income for excesses and never needed fancy digs, was driving a souped-up Dodge Charger, the military was green and kind enough to provide a temporary place to sleep for me, as I was too early to be on a path to the end of an attack would keep more spiritual, mystical exercise.
Heff was to climb above, the discovery of metaphysics and the presencewith an eclectic group of San Francisco-future superstar called Safe Space. "Then cut the relationship and means not only lead me Hager, but by others who play a role in" Dharma "and karmic encounters that would dominate their lives the game.
Before I "found" was the way to Saint Germain, the Ascended Masters and the higher purpose for life and has been mysteries to individuals and Hager, would play a role, the eyes begin to open to mysticism, whichdefines the purpose of reincarnation, soul groups and the great cosmic drama of life for the seeker of truth.
Around the period of 1974-1975, and before I met Mike, who had led a research in anthropology has been, in the jungles of Colombia to the "Safe Space" team, and the ups and the interests of the period, what could be called occult sciences are involved, drugs and the experimental use of herbs and without documents, paranormal happenings with shamans in South America.
In addition,Michael had some association and awareness of the teachings of Blavatsky during this period. HP Blavatsky, a Russian student born and messenger of the Tibetan masters, was the Master M (Morya) and KH (Koot Humi) responsible for the founding of the Theosophical Society in late 1800.
I was, in fact, while Hager was involved in a celebration of exploration in South America had, until the completion of high school was targeted in 1976.
Strangely, I was not quick to discover HagerStudy of Blavatsky's work until 2004, when I raised this time measured in the same line of the teachings of the Ascended Masters and Saint Germain, the Theosophical Faro, IAM, Bridge to Freedom and Summit-related activities promoted.
At this early stage of my career (21 years) Hager, and his family I had to show a clear link to heart, providing a basis from which you would again be in each others' lives for over 25 years, almost always would have been forged withspecific purpose and usually the conditions of a larger port Y in the road.
Michael has been characterized by some of his colleagues as a super-talented, but perhaps it will be difficult, as I led to a sustainable success.
He could maybe go for unusual achievements in the production side
the video industry, as it was technically adept, but was in search of evidence of restlessness and even, sometimes, indifference to any understanding of basic professional family.
Michaeland has always been defined by its sense of family and was not restricted in any way a generic sense. For me it is expressed that the quality of a soul, with experience in both the tremendous joy, love and community in a personal and universal meaning. It was very largely to the "human family". Knitting, in fact, his family near a house open and receptive to a life of collective souls, taking some mangy, very learned.
Everyone, it seems, would be welcome and easilyheated. He actually lived for a time in a street called "Hearthstone".
I was one of those "souls" and more than once. I remember once in Tucson in the 90s, like my life has been a point of intersection of two losses and the gradual redemption fulfilled. For some reason, my karma is intertwined with the Hager family on both sides together, offer space and food in particular, Michael, I might extend some of the lasting friendship and solace in times of disappointment inner outerwith friends and dashed hopes.
I laugh again, remember these days lean, short of money and resources when "Heff" would hand what we as a "rat-dollars, 'and you rush for money and marked sympathetic to the fallen player . ... could be ten, twenty or even a few days. Michael knew that these times I often and so was and is characteristic of him to share and also people who are worn out, "I know what the room is like," consciousness.
We gathered inBy mid-afternoon or in the vicinity of food, "air-cooler," unlike an air conditioner in "summer" Tucson and Michael was one of the boys of the transmission to be built (Josh and Mikey) make me a "Run for the border "to get what Taco Bell, as the" sale of ten packs of tacos and the cost of feed used is someone there (at home)
There have been moments like this where we waxed and traded barbs, known as "bombing runs" each other. Yes, it was often fueled by periods of unemployment and indulgences, butIt 's always been close and the feeling of impending "window" of mystical tendencies and calls for targeted action and awareness.
It 'been with Michael, I have heard terms like "car agreement" suggests that the first steps of chemistry and understanding the meaning of "mind" to achieve your goals. Certainly it was not an environment "perfect" or the competition or purity, but there was never a lack of heart. Michaels would be juxtaposedThe willingness to recognize the need and God's help before I saw an act of devotion and humility to pray to bring open to Catholic saints and the rosary, then a demonstration of gratitude to the newspaper, when the grace to find solutions, appeared in his life.
Tucson proved to be a matter of historical influences, both external, association and in the subconscious. We must remember the point of view, it is still the land of the Old West, and for me and I am sure that manyanother is influenced to start his own environmental vision, particularly through the desert landscape and the desert, where you can find the space and ,.... in the heat of summer often relentless transformation.
I said, I came to Tucson, and the country itself and its possibilities sung by me, what substance could not rest in my conscience as hand luggage "baggage". Levels of pain or no result, it is not completely eradicated by the free will could not keep anything down, as part of myidentity was known, a little 'expansive and receptive to me ,.... has shown, and my journey, lifestyle, and direction would be realigned.
Once again, it was "Heff" the beginning of my boarding responsiveness have led to lower my path. Soon, as the remains of my "Outlaw" personifications and also interest in the conquest of attacks would fue "older" than Michael geezerly I remember, and navigate its missiles from acute and when solid, but effective"Criminal Fings" in a worn and falling for me. Yes, Michael, had in her ingenuity and the imperfections of an instrument
From my support and soon our paths would go new ways.
I left my brother, my uncle Mike and Tucson, sometime in 1993 to proceed on a path of re-connection with Saint Germain and the initiations of me to learn the location of the Ascended Masters. I lived at the entrance of Michael in a trailer, but through internal mentoring, study of textsAdept ... be "stripped" to wash under solitary walks in the desert and a station in the elements and heat, the weight of psychological and emotional stress observed in this transformation, where the fire because I did not know "what" only for a purpose within.
Towards the end I was less and less at home with Michael and his family. In a sense, perhaps secretly, I felt that I had said was a chance to go to "school" at times not all members of the group or tribe deserved granted.In a way, I heard some archetype or metaphor for a different aspect of the trip was wearing.
It 's so interesting that there are mirrors for each other. I was comforted in a way, Michael, encouraged the faithful wife Sherry and acceptance, and his son were eliminated with the other. Never be in a conventional sense, because there were other arrivals. Michael I felt at peace in a sense, almost "buried", but he is a man with the obstinacy of the researcher, with a viewthe cosmos and opinions of the secrets of the desert. It 'was the confirmation of familiarity and yet the discontent of' soul is forced to grow. It 'was in some way that we go and we must stay. I always felt objectively, that the crack was reached between the world of being and becoming, not by me, had left behind the ways of Tucson and Michael, a part of himself had gone on this trip with me. It 'was my uncle.
